its fate

Hello royal readers :)Mood : Trauma
On 13 June 2010, 1.00pmACCIDENT !!!. shit. I crushed a orangish myvi at bangsar. Seriously it happen to fast and i wish i could reverse back the timing and the accident would not happen. I hate it seriously. Its actually i send back Farra to wangsa maju and on the way back home the accident happen. Benaran nya pacik tu yang salah because he suddenly stop and gave a signal. What the hell is that ?? Thats why i hit his car. Seriously xperasan langsung dye stop. mai god. Im freaking out that time. and im scared because im alone that time and no one backing me up. the pacik hentam aku teruk2 suro aku bayar ganti rugi. damn ! So i said to him i just cn afford to pay him rm500. He already agree with that amount. Then he bring me to the nearest CIMB Bank and i cash out the money and gave him. then he told me that he will call me if the cash is not enough to repair his car. what the fuck la weyh. kete aku lgi teruk dri kete kau. kau mitak cm kete kau pecah teruk je. pg mampos lah weyh. aku xkn bg dah duit kt kau. aku dah bg duit scholarship aku yang aku simpan cm ak simpan diamond then kau jgn nk bising2 lah weyhh.. fuck off !!
Seriously aku trauma nk bwk kete dah lpas neh. and my dad xkasi lgi dah aku bwk kete lpas ni. so paham2 jela ye. aku xda transport dah lpas ni. so mayb jarang lepak. and i will seacrh a job with my bf to recover back the money that i pay to that pacik. hw sad. im still in dilemma right now. im still kept thinking about what that had happen. erghhh !! :((
Ciao !