goodbye mates and its not for forever

Saying goodbye isn't the hard part, it's what we leave behind that's tough.

We only part to meet again.
Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had.
You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them w

ith you and leave a part of yourself behind.

Yes Yes i do love you guy so fucking much ♥ ♥ ♥

I hate the part of the show where we have to say goodbye to someone. and i really really suck at it. tomorrow is my last day in Kajang instead of 2nd July. yeah me, afiqah abdul latif, and rafidah ali is not invited to the semester 3 foundation closing ceremony. thats the fact and i wish its not happening right now. but its really really happening right now. some how i have to face the fact. i and the other 2 of my friend is not inviting because of we are quitting from Unikl. that was unprofessional right. i am still a foundation students and im undergraduate student but this what i get. this should not be happening. i hate this feeling okay. why cant i go to the closing ceremony ? is there anything secret or want to throw us like that or more harsh word is suruh kteorg berambus cpt is it ? please i dont want to say all those words to my lecturer. thats too harsh okay !

so guys im going back home to shah alam tomorrow. my sister and my boyfriend going to fetch me here. and the most thing is im going to miss my housemate so bad. yeah yeah no lies. what can i say is i do really enjoy staying here and im not going to critize anything here. i dont even care if i stay in "rumah kedai" thats what makes more independent and more matuared and appreciate my life. although Kajang is much bigger and entertaining than in Kulim but nah i already get used to it. i have never complain anything went i got here or went i stay in Kulim. I know the environment are so much different than Kuala Lumpur but i dont even care. yeah ! im strong people. im not what you aspect okay. im different than what you aspect. do asked me anything if you curious about myself. i know you do.

here i wanna to say to =

housemate 11-3A ♥ Life wouldn't be the same without you and all the memories you have givin me.

classmates ♥ There are no good-byes, where ever we are, you'll always be in my heart.

anyone who knw me in Mestech ♥ They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now.

lastly ,

You and I will meet again, When we're least expecting it, One day in some far off place, I will recognize your face, I won't say goodbye my friend, For you and I will meet again.

assingmnet ? final report ?

Assalamualaikum.

hello readers =)
I'm sorry for abandoning my blog for quite a while. I dont have better excuse than to say that I am currently feeling uncreative and dont what i want to share. currently the few days back im kinda busy finishing my final report. cus i have to submit it on wednesday. so today is the day. and i already finished it and most importantly submit it. hell yeah.

yesterday there is instrumentation class and my group is the first group that making the experiment. interesting afta all. the experiment is using the centrifuge. i guess u guys have to search "centrifuge" at wiki because im 100percent sure you guys is so not familiar with it. btw i just wanna to share this centrifuge can separate the chemical into 3 layers. but it is dangerous some time to use it. afta my group finished by doing the experiment, i went to sleep for awhile rather than making so much noise. fucking tired finishing the final report and i sleep late that night. then i woke up and my friends were looking at afifi's laptop. and they are watching "JABBAWOCKEEZ". yes they are so good at dancing. i do adore them so much. fuh. their move was so smooth. yeah we do impress with them. some how jabbawockeez do make my day go wow. really really enjoy with their dance and the report thingy gone for awhile. haha. would like to share the video that we watch yesterday. clap clap =)

tenss all over

TENS TENS !! =(

gosh ! i have many works to do obviously now. i hate this feeling seriously. and this effect many thing on me. even i dont have no mood to face anything. god please help me. this has effect me lot this days. i dont hv any mood to text, to talk and to eat. plus i dont enough money to eat and others stuff. haih. what going to happen to me. hm besides that i have to finished my final report for mestech as they ask for it. and yeahh have to do the report for the each subject. hate this. i hate to write anything. ergh !!

besides i need to work tho. to find some money for my expenses and eat for sure. hm i dont want to depend on my mum anymore. she;s got many things to pay. hmph. i guess no one could understand me. its okay. its my problem not yours guys, so dont need to bother bout this thing. i can handle it myself. so yeah. hm. i would like to say thanks to my bf;s family because let me to stay at their hommie as i dont have any home keys at the momment. i spend a lot of time with my bf lately and his eldest sister. thats was so awsome. we played uno card, and i lost many times. idk why. this must be izzy main tipu. haha. then i went swimming with izzy and his lil sister. fyi i dah tinggal kn swimming dah lame gile. and i forgot already how to swim. haha. shit ! embarassing tho. so i have to pegang izzy cus im afraid haha nice one. that nite im going back home to kajang, asyraf is sending me back home. whee. thanks asyraf=) nanti i blanje you ice cream ea. haha. sorry kinda low budget=( i dont have enough money.

moral of the story my mood is moody =( sobsobsob seriously fml =(

love you all. muahx

argentina vs korea republic

oh Torres you did make me down last nite. =(

come on spain you can do it.

when spain lost we go oh no oh shit oh god damyumm !!

Spain had a day to forget, beaten by Switzerland for the first time in 19 meetings.

But Gonzalo Higuain i adore you much. haha. Gonzalo Higuain fired a memorable hat-trick as Argentina wrapped up a thrilling 4-1 victory over Korea Republic to virtually assure themselves of a place in the last 16 of the FIFA World Cup™. The last words went to Argentina however and Higuain. After a one-two, Messi tore into the area and saw his first shot repelled by the goalkeeper. His follow-up stuck the inside of the post and there was Higuain to apply the final touch. Messi and Higuain weren't finished yet. With ten minutes remaining Messi's beautifully executed scooped pass put Sergio Aguero clear down the left and his cushioned cross was met with a clinical header from Higuain to wrap up his hat-trick.

Tsamina mina eh eh

Fifa World Cup Fever ! Yaw !Theme song : Waka waka ( time for Africa) by Shakira
Okay i have the update current result of the Fifa World Cup for you guys. How nice i am. LMAO! haha. Okay i dont know which team i do support. Because its actually i dont really watch soccer much. My bf support south africa mayb so im gonna to support south africa too. I love to copy cat someone sumtimes. haha. okay as i know this is the first time that the tournament has been hosted by an African nation, after South Africa defeated Morocco and Egypt in an all-African bidding process. Italy are the defending champions, having won the 2006 FIFA World Cup in Germany. The draw for the finals took place on 4 December 2009 in Cape Town. As the host nation, South Africa qualified automatically for the tournament. Nonetheless South Africa participated in World Cup qualifiers because the CAF qualifiers also served as the qualifying tournament for the 2010 African Cup of Nations. They were the first host since 1934 to participate in preliminary qualifying. As happened in the previous tournament, the defending champions were not given an automatic berth, and Italy had to participate in qualification.
so i guess thats all for the fifa world cup update cupcakes ! hugs love =)

its fate

Hello royal readers :)Mood : Trauma
On 13 June 2010, 1.00pmACCIDENT !!!. shit. I crushed a orangish myvi at bangsar. Seriously it happen to fast and i wish i could reverse back the timing and the accident would not happen. I hate it seriously. Its actually i send back Farra to wangsa maju and on the way back home the accident happen. Benaran nya pacik tu yang salah because he suddenly stop and gave a signal. What the hell is that ?? Thats why i hit his car. Seriously xperasan langsung dye stop. mai god. Im freaking out that time. and im scared because im alone that time and no one backing me up. the pacik hentam aku teruk2 suro aku bayar ganti rugi. damn ! So i said to him i just cn afford to pay him rm500. He already agree with that amount. Then he bring me to the nearest CIMB Bank and i cash out the money and gave him. then he told me that he will call me if the cash is not enough to repair his car. what the fuck la weyh. kete aku lgi teruk dri kete kau. kau mitak cm kete kau pecah teruk je. pg mampos lah weyh. aku xkn bg dah duit kt kau. aku dah bg duit scholarship aku yang aku simpan cm ak simpan diamond then kau jgn nk bising2 lah weyhh.. fuck off !!
Seriously aku trauma nk bwk kete dah lpas neh. and my dad xkasi lgi dah aku bwk kete lpas ni. so paham2 jela ye. aku xda transport dah lpas ni. so mayb jarang lepak. and i will seacrh a job with my bf to recover back the money that i pay to that pacik. hw sad. im still in dilemma right now. im still kept thinking about what that had happen. erghhh !! :((
Ciao !

time is running out

good morning. wash ur face and brush your teeth sweetie pie :)
as usual i woke up in the morning and wash up. but today a lil bit diff because i didnt washed my hair because im running out time. sadly i woke up late. the class started at 8.30am but i woke up at 8.00am.seriously my head like spinning around when i woke up.hushh.dizzing doe. its actually i already woke up several times cus my friend alarm keep bothering me. urgh!! but its okay without her alarm buzzing around i will not woke up this morning and mayb im not going to class.haha. so today i have a sports class sort of. so me and my group as usual have to make a presentation. yay ! excited ! its about nutrition among athletes :)
today in this lovely morning i decided to bring my lappy to class. haha. because i know its gonna to be boring. but but im still focusing ok. no worries bout that cupcakes. the starting of the class today kinda interesting madam azizah gave us a sketsa. sangat laa lawakk. haha.
got to go. toodles. class have started

mbbs test

hello :)
im kinda stress and tired. because i have to search the answer for my test sample question is kinda near now. and im freaking out here. gosh!!
help me help me!! thanks to my bf who gave me full support and help me lil me on my assignment for my practical. i love you sayang.
for this 2 3 days im not really well cus im having flu, fever and stomach ache idk why, i hate this you know what. like seriously i hate it.
nowadays i have eaten many food idk why also. my mum came here yesterday and she bought me some food such as kfc, goreng pisang, kuaci, cream puff and chocolate tart. and i have been eating it alone because 5 of my housemate went to the mall. so i eat it alone. sumpah kenyang gle. haha. seriously bole naik berat badan minggu ni kot. hee. now ur wish come true izzy. haha.
and and i was like erghh everyday masuk class i felt sleepy idk why also. haha. muka ngantuk memanjang. akhir nye solution nye adalah membeli gula sbagai menghilang kn ngntuk di mata ye.

i guess i have to sleep nw cus it already 3.17am in the morning. tommorow i have class at 8.30am in the morning. toodles everbody. take care.

hugs :)

extraoridinary sunday night

im home!
i mean im back to Kajang. i have been away for about 5days and i just leave my 6 housemate there. haha. sorry guys i have work to do. so yeah! a lil bit tiring but i manage to cover it up. ngee. okay here's the thing is actually i went to seremban for my working course. because after this i will be working as a sales girl for a COWAY product if you know. its like a water filter. if you want you can contact me. please do so cus i can give u a lil bit commision if you helping me out here. hee. tq !

eheh, just got back from extraoridinary sunday night. im hanging around with my bf. oh yes, i haven't mention my bf's name, it's izzy. whatever it is i love him so much okay. so girls please stay away from him. haha. *jealousy*. haha. we went for a drink at one this kelantanese restoran and talking. its fun. from there im getting to know him deeper and deeper. aww he is so sweet. he is really really open minded guy. and yeah he is independent also. i like those type. we've been together for a week today. and i'm hoping for a whole lifetime to spend with him. tonight he was pretty sweet. afta got a drink we lepak dekat pool. sumpah best gle. we're just laying down at the corner of the swimming pool and looking at the stars. and start talking bout stuff and islam. yeah, no doubt bout that. i'm so in love with my boyfriend right now ! aww aww. <3

i'm in class right now. it's 2.25pm in the afternoon,
hmmm. talk again soon!

ciao !

bullshit ! maki member-member aku. pergh !!!

This thing happen on Thursday, 3 June 2010. When this smart guy come to my college to gave a talk la konon. And unfortunately im not there when this thing happen. Aww so sad :( If im there sure i dah kne jugak dah cm dak2 neh. oomaigod. Seriously FUCK UP! If you are POLITIK people you shouldnt say like that huh. Nobody will respect you. If you want to BRAINWASH us here im SORRY to say thats not the way dude ! Whats the point you said the bullshit thing to us. Okay fine, what the hell are we doing to you and making you to say all those DIRTY WORDS huh !! Im fucking hates people who critizing my own friends without any reason. HEY DUDE I JUST WANNA TO SAY PLEASE GROWN UP ! IF YOU NAK TIRU GAYA TEENS SPEAKING NAH YOU SHOULDNT !! JANGAN NAK MASUK KAN HAL POLITIK DEKAT KAMI. NONSENSE LAH SUME TU WEYH. ERGHH PANAS TOL LA !! IF YOU ARE ALREADY GROWN UP ACT LIKE ONE ! SUMPAH AKU SDAY THIS GUY MAKI HAMUN member-member aku sendiri. If aku ade kt situ time tu gak mesti aku dah kne bambu dah hbes2 aku rase. Mesti dye akan kait kn AKAK aku jugak dah. BY DOING THOSE STUFF KAU BUAT KAMI XSUKE PADA COLLEGE NI LAH ! KAU INGAT KAU BOLE PATAH KAN SEMANGAT KTEORG KE HAH ! NO WAY NO SUCH THINGS. MAKIN MEMBARA SEMANGAT KTEORG ADELAH. EAGER ! AND LASTLY XPERLU KAIT KAN PASAL NENEK MOYANG MAK BAPAK KTEORG SKALI CUS DORANG SUME XBERSALAH AND DORANG JUST CARE BOUT OUR FUTURE. DOES UR FAMILY DOES THAT TO YOU TOO DUDE !!? KALO DORANG XDA, KAU XDE DKT DUNIA LAH DERR ! KAU XDELAH JADI AHLI POLITIK MACAM YANG KAU AGONG2 KN SKRG NEH. PLEASE LAH WEYH. GROWN UP !

ciao !

post below adalah cerita selanjut nye yang telah di copy dari blog http://ironanagel.blogspot.com


SUNDAY, JUNE 6, 2010

bullshit dari Perancis


pada suatu pagi kames yang tenang, mestech didatangi oleh beberapa orang kuat uni.
malang untuk aku dan kawan2 yang suday merasa gay pada hari tersebut, kami didatangi jembalang.
sah jembalang! terus langit jadi gelap. rase gay pun hilang.
alkisah mereka datang bertiga.

jembalang 1 dari mpp , jembalang 2 adalah orang melayu berlagak cakap habuk perancis (suh speaking english taknak lak..ikot suka ko la bai..) dan jembalang 3 adalah adik kepada jembalang 2.

nak dijadikan cerita. jembalang 2 pandai berkata-kata. dia mula bercerita tentang perjalanan idop dia. dia kata dia ke mari bukan nak jadi tukang karot. tapi nak jadi tali barut! kami serami 33orang melangok dengar dia cakap sembur sembur air..puihh..

intro dia
dia kata > AKU NAK BASUH OTAK KORANG NIE SEMUA. KORANG LA BATCH PALING STUPID DALAM SEJARAH FOUNDATION. BULLSHIT!

wahai rakyat jelata..jembalang ni kata kita stupid. kata kita tak matang! mari kita lihat sejauh mana kematangan dia. letak di mana ya..?

dalam hati kami semua bunga-bunga riang. mata aku dari sempit jadi bukak luas. telinga pon tambah besar kalah telinga gajah. aku wonder apa jembalang nie nak bagi input. tak nak bagi kami tinggalkan mestech la kot.

jembalang tu brag pasal kerja dia kena cari 60juta dana utk mara.nagging pasal aduan yang kami adukan. (dah kau tanya, kami jawablah! katanya kita hidup dalam limitation, kalau atap rumah bocor nak runtuh esok lusa tak leh baiki kan ke? nak tunggu hempap atas kepala budak?lol. kau salah jawab la bai.)

memanglah bagos amek kekurangan itu jadikan sebagai kekuatan.

sepanjang nagging tu, dia point kat aku dan sorang lagi sahabat seperjuangan. point sebab kami mau belah dari mestech. kawan yang sorang ni memang sian gielr. siap kena bitch lagi. mulut jembalang ni siezly, memang tak de insuran.

turn aku lak kena.. lagi sakit kena smash! antara smash kelajuan tahap 260km/jam

"ingat kalau korang nak keluar, jangan heret kawan2 kamu yang lain.."


"kau nak keluar? pergi mamposlah!"


"kau nak cakap apa-apa? kau nak lawan aku ke? aku tak kisah aku ORANG POLITIK!"


"ikot cakap mak bapak? bullshit lah..!"


"aku cakap macam nie sebab nak ikot peredaran masa ngan korang semua bai. aku sanggop tak ikot turun Perak ikot menteri sebab nak basoh kamu semua nie bai..!"

dan segala datok nenek bullshit semua keluar. perkataan bai tu mang tak blah.
>aku nak blah ke tak ke, aku punya pilihan okey.
>pegi mampos? adoiyai..tak sayang mulut ke kau ni nyahhh...
>uishh..besar sangat dah jembalang nie.. politikus tetikus..
>ikot pilihan keluarga. kau pernah dengar pasal barakah?
>deyh tambie..kau nak jilat bontot orang pon kami tak kesah BaIII...


deyh. meh nak habaq. ni ke hasil MRSM TAIPING? ni ke hasil PASUM, KMK, MSI, MFI, PERANCHIS? ini ke yang MARA dok tanggong balaja selama nie? ini ke orang yang layak mem-bai, mem-bullshit pelajar lain? ini yang digelar pemimpin uni. terus trang cakap. jembalang ni yang bullshit.
aku tak pulak nak point nama2 besar di atas . sedar manusia evolve.mutasi sendiri. mungkin cara dia mutasi pelik siket. biasalah penyokong UMNO tegar aku klasifikasi begitu.

aku sengih.. BILA DIA CABAR MAK BAPAK AKU BUKAK HOSPITAL..

aku sengih...BILA DIA BULLSHIT SANE SINI..

aku sengih.. BILA DIA LANGSONG TAK RETI BAHASA MINTAK MAAF kat aku ..

aku tanam tekad. aku amek yang positif dia boleh bagi (positif tang mana yang ada dalam celah-celah bullshit yang dia lemparkan tu...hahahahah)

tak mengapa. tak mengapa.

aku sengih lagi. time jembalang mahu berangkat dia kata "Awak yang paling saya risau"

point ke arah aku lagi.. aku pike.. mungkin sengihan aku yang penuh makna tuh bikin hati dia rawan. tambahan pule dia masih single..aiseh!. hahahaha




aku mg tak reti edit2 gamba nie.
ini wajah kesayangan hamba
trimas kepada teknologi
aku idop dalam dunia tanpa privasi

terus terang cakap.. tak pernah aku hantam orang dalam blog aku slame nie. nie first aku harap ini last.

doktor dengan engineer tak boleh bersekutu ke?

haha